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John & Cherie and their dog Saxon currently live in Brittany.

A Sobering Day on the Beaches of Normandy


It’s April and we have visitors. First to arrive was Cherie’s mother Valerie. She comes every year, flying in from her home in the northwest of the United States, and it’s always a joy to have her with us. Val also visits her daughter Kasi and granddaughter Finn in South Africa once a year. Just thinking about doing those flights makes me exhausted. Ugh! I don’t know how she does it, but we are grateful that she does.

As a bonus, our good friends from Seattle are visiting France and they are spending a few days hanging out with us as well. How lucky we are! You may remember from an earlier post that they had visited us not long after we moved to France. They, too, have discovered how wonderful this country is. Together, the five of us have been stuffing ourselves into one of our small cars and exploring the area. When we arrive somewhere and the doors fly open, it looks like a clown car in the circus as we pile out.

Shereen, Larry and Cherie On the Promenade of Omaha Beach

This day, we all decided that a visit to the D-Day beaches of Normandy would be a worthwhile goal. None of us had ever been to see them. I am a bit ashamed to say that I had been avoiding it even though the site is less than a two-hour drive northwest from Fougères. This is mostly because I knew it would be a very emotional thing for me. Even though I have no personal connection to the events that took place there, the D-Day landings have always figured large in my imagination – both as a representation of the supreme humanity of the men who braved that assault, as well as the absolute horror of their experiences during that effort. It shakes me to my core just to think of it. Nevertheless, we all owe it to those who struggled at such personal cost against tyranny and hatred to remember why they so selflessly cast themselves into peril.

One of the Many D-Day Monuments

We first made our way to Omaha Beach, one of two sectors assaulted by American forces as part of the assault on the Atlantic Wall – a series of fortifications which Hitler’s military had raised to defend the Western European territories they had seized. At first glance, it looks like any other beach in Normandy. Long stretches of sand periodically interrupted by sheer bluffs jutting out into steel-grey waters. But look a little closer and you begin to notice markers along the promenades, in the waters and upon the bluffs. Silent memorials – from small plaques, to towering obelisks – telling of the momentous events which occurred on these shores.

High Tide Scouring Omaha Beach

The landing beaches are somber places, heavy with the pall of countless tragedies. I found that, almost immediately, I had to separate myself from the others as tears welled up in my eyes. The countless photographs and newsreel footage accumulated over a lifetime of reading and watching documentaries about D-Day assaulted my imagination. The cold sadness of all the humanity wasted upon these shores cannot be avoided. Nor should it be. It’s just too important.

But there is also a certain energy in these places, echoes of almost unimaginable courage, of indefatigable determination which thrum and vibrate through your body with each crashing wave as though the landing craft are still ramming the beaches. As much as I mourn the carnage that was wrought, I also cannot help but marvel at the innumerable acts of superhuman resolve and ingenuity that allowed the Americans and their British and Canadian allies to push forward against such withering defenses. Seeing the ocean, the beaches and the cliffs in person brings an entirely new appreciation of the achievements wrought on that day and the days which followed.

Atop Pointe du Hoc

After walking along Omaha beach for a time, we bundled into the car again and drove westward to Pointe du Hoc. This headland with 30 meter (98 feet) cliffs is situated between what were the Utah and Omaha sectors of the invasion. Under constant fire, an American Ranger battalion scaled the sheer cliffs with ropes and ladders, assaulting entrenched german positions above. A well-developed trail leads along the top of Pointe du Hoc, winding through still-visible bomb craters and the network of concrete operations and artillery bunkers from which the German troops attempted to repel the assault. Standing on those cliffs and seeing how thoroughly entrenched were their foes, the objective set for the Rangers looks utterly impossible. Of the 200 men sent forth, the battalion suffered 135 dead and wounded in two days of fighting. A herculean victory, achieved at great cost.

View Out to Sea from a German Bunker (Pointe du Hoc)

Emotionally wrung out, the five of us sought some distraction in a hearty lunch. Further westward we found the small town of Grandcamp-Maisy. It is right on the seaside and possesses a nice little enclosed harbor. We were lucky to find an excellent bistro/brasserie (Chez Charl’au) where they kindly extended their lunch service for us. Several good plates of fish and chips, a burger, and a very tasty duck confit landed on our table. Unlike the Nazis, we surrendered to the invading food immediately – and enjoyed every minute of it!

An American (Sherman) Tank

Back at Omaha Beach, we ended our day trip with a visit to one of the many (many) museums in the area dedicated to the D-Day landings. This one, the Musée Memorial d’Omaha Beach, was quite nice. It houses numerous displays of equipment used by all of the soldiers, sailors, airmen, nurses and resistance fighters involved in the events of June 6th, 1944. There are also many displays of personal accounts of those present during D-Day, bringing out details which one doesn’t normally hear or read about. A small theater shows a short documentary about the preparations for the invasion, the events on those terrible days of assault, and the aftermath. It was all very interesting and affecting.

Although it feels a bit awkward to describe it in such a way, we all had an enjoyable day. Immensely thought-provoking, we felt that we had all completed an important pilgrimage of sorts. Each in his and her own way, we paid a heartfelt tribute to all those who paid so dearly to ensure a better future. I am so glad that we were able to do it.

The Order of Battle, 6 June, 1941

Lastly, but not by any means the least, I would like to pay a special tribute to Earl Gish. He was Val’s uncle and Cherie’s great uncle. It turns out that he drove landing craft which delivered soldiers to Omaha and Utah beaches on that fateful day. He braved unrelenting enemy fire from the shore as he directed his craft back and forth from ship to sand. Earl almost never talked about his participation. Indeed, most of his family never even knew he had been involved in D-Day. I was privileged to have met him. I thought of him particularly often as I stood looking out at the waves crashing against the Normandy beaches. I think we all were. Thank you, Earl.

Holiday Horse Barns: a Christmas Market at the Lamballe National Stud Farm

A Stall Amongst the Stables

For some reason, Fougères does not host a Christmas market. We’d like to go to some of the big ones some day. But, for now, travelling farther afield is quite difficult for us. Our beloved dog, Saxon, is aging and he doesn’t travel well. We don’t wish to impose upon our friends and putting him in a kennel while we’re gone is simply out of the question. So, for the time being, we are focused on more local events.

Elves Can Never Resist a Photo Bomb

Quite by chance I happened to discover that a Christmas market was being held at the Haras National (the national stud farm) in Lamballe. Silly me, I wasn’t even aware that there was a national stable in Bretagne at all. Plus, this was to be their inaugural holiday market. And, there was an equestrian show. Oh, man! I couldn’t wait to tell Cherie. She is mad about animals of all kinds. But she has a particular love for horses. As a young girl growing up in Washington State, she kept a horse and rode in many competitions (hunter-jumper, eventing, western). I only got half way into telling her about the market before she was already looking for tickets online.

Haras National de Lamballe: Luxury Flats for Some Lucky Horses!

The Haras National is located right in the middle of Lamballe, in the Côte d’Armor, about an hour-and-a-half drive west of us. We arrived around noon after following a series of tiny signs pointing us along a circuitous route through the back streets and suburban neighborhoods of the town – the kind of route taken by political dignitaries and rock stars when they’re trying to avoid notice.

Searching for Vin Chaud

It was a beautiful but cold day. It had been -3 degrees celsius when we awoke that morning, so we came prepared. Lots of layers. Waddling into the grounds, I made directly for the main attraction of my day: vin chaud. This French version of hot spiced wine is a favorite of mine. It’s the best part of the winter holidays and I never miss an opportunity to try out the local recipe.

It’s Better Than it Looks

My aromatic, steamy wine cupped lovingly in my now-warm hands, we then could move on to that other most-cherished of Breton traditions: the communal outdoor consumption of galettes-saucisses et frites. The Bretons have never met weather foul enough which would prevent them from taking a meal outdoors. Preferably amongst the company of as many friends, family and complete strangers as possible. Welcome to my nightmare. To be fair, our sausages wrapped in thin buckwheat galettes were excellent, along with the roasted potato wedges. Maybe it was the cozy wine softening my hard heart, but I actually enjoyed our meal. In a freezing tent. With a few dozen strangers.

Commerce in the Stalls

The market itself sprawled in and around several stable blocks. In a clever bit of planning, the vendors in the stable were housed in individual horse stalls. There were dozens of sellers and we enjoyed a good browse amongst the wide range of offerings. Predictably, we ended up buying edible things: local honey, cookies, etc. It was fun. Though we were surprised that, of all the variety on offer, very few items were related to the holidays. It was a Christmas market, after all. Still, the festive spirit of the event was clear and that was enough for us.


The pièce de résistance came at the end of our day: an equestrian demonstration. Cherie was able to book some excellent seats from which to view the show in a well-designed arena. We were fortunate to see some beautiful horses – some of them monstrously large – and witness some masterful riding and handling during the 30-minute event. Cherie didn’t stop smiling the entire time. Perfect!

Pony Rides by the Stable’s Water Tower

We had to rush back home directly after the show in order to be back in time to give Saxon his afternoon walk. So, we were unable to devote any time visiting the town of Lamballe itself. Undoubtably, we will return. But we left with happy hearts after a wonderful day at the stables. We hope you all find your own happy places this holiday season.

A Trio of Breton Beauties (click to play video)

A Walk Through History in Côtes d’Armor

Autumn Bounty – A Medlar Tree Amongst the Roman Ruins of Corseul

We are in the depths of Autumn now. It’s often quite stormy. I’m cold all of the time – the French have a particular word for this: frileux – and I’m wishing our chimney was in good repair so that we could have a cozy fire. Yet another repair project for the future.

Nevertheless, this time of year has its attractions. Bretagne is a land dominated by deciduous trees, the gold and red hues of their waning leaves making for a very colorful season. The view from our elevated perch in the tower over the park allows us to watch the grand carpet of shrubs and trees laid out below us as it gradually shifts tones from day to day.

Cherie and I try to maintain our quest to visit as many local sites of interest as possible. But it is decidedly more of a challenge to do so during the off-season. Many, if not most, privately-held attractions in France tend to close from October through April. Doors are shut, shutters are closed and gates are locked to visitors for months on end. So, we look for the sites which remain accessible.

The Département of Côtes-d’Armor with Fougères to the East

This week we ventured westward into the heart of Bretagne, in the département of Côtes d’Armor. With the exception of Dinan, we haven’t really explored this part of the region. When searching for a house in 2018, we made some brief sojourns to Tréguier, La Roche-Derrien and Pontrieux, but we never did much in the way of sightseeing. It’s a lovely part of the peninsula with lots of green, rolling countryside and rocky coastline looking northward to England across the Channel.

A Swanky Street in Gallo-Roman Corsiolitum

Not too far west (11 kilometers) of Dinan is the village of Corseul. A village which has the good fortune to sit upon the ruins of a Gallo-Roman town. Dating from the 1st century, Corsiolitum, as it was known then, was the capital of the Coriosolites – the local gallic tribe who so kindly agreed to be overrun and absorbed into the Roman Empire. In return they ended up with the latest in Italian urban design, complete with paved streets, underfloor heating and shopping.

Shards of Lost Civilization

The ruins in Corseul are subtle. One can walk down a short section of streetscape marked by the remains of townhouse and warehouse foundations. Well-posted interpretive signs help visitors to imagine the scene as it may have been as a bustling hub. Extensively excavated in the 1980’s and 1990’s, the remains have been tidied up quite a bit. This includes what appeared to us as the imposition of cement copies of architectural elements such as rows of columns, textured and broken. A problematic practice which is, thankfully, rarely employed.

Move Over, Mars, There’s a New Goddess in the Temple

Just outside of town is the site of a Gallo-Roman temple complex: the Temple of Mars. It is a remarkable site with the remains of a roman tower standing tall like a sentinel above the foundations of a complex of walkways gateways and ancillary structures. Constructed in the first century, its primary purpose was dedicated to the worship of the god Mars. But there was also a smaller temple for veneration of the emperor. The builders also saw fit to include a separate entrance to the complex for the wealthy elite. Some things never change.

Reconstruction of the Temple of Mars

One of the interpretive signs in Corseul noted what we thought was another roman site to the other side of town. Following a narrow rural road up into the hills, we ended up at a wide spot near a dead end marked “parking”. Somewhere, down a dirt drive, was an historic monument. At least that was where the vague sign pointed to. Shrugging our shoulders, we parked and trudged along a lonely track through an oak wood. It was only five minutes later when we sidled up to the remains of a medieval castle. Hmnnn … not quite what we were expecting. But a pleasant surprise nonetheless.

A Castle in the Wilderness

The château-fort of Montafilant was built in the 12th century. It remained in use until the end of the 15th century when it was abandoned. After that, its structures served as farm sheds and its ramparts as a handy quarry for stone by local inhabitants. Amazingly, there is still a substantial portion of walls and towers remaining. Enough to see that this was a considerable fortress. It rests on a promontory above two steep-sided valleys. Montafilant is a no-frills monument. Quite the opposite of the ruins back in town, this castle is raw. No effort has been spared to present this edifice as anything but what you see. All the better for it in my opinion. For those willing to do a bit of exploring, this castle is worth the time and effort. If you go, make sure to continue along the outside of the wall – you will find a large corner tower and a further rampart with a dry moat around the other side.

Léhon’s Medieval Bridge with the Abbey in the Background

Our final stop for the day was the village of Léhon. Now it is, effectively, a suburb on the south side of Dinan. But it originally grew up around an independent abbey and castle along the banks of the Rance river. This Petite Cité de Caractère’s most picturesque area is the bourg surrounding the medieval abbey, overlooked by the castle ruins on the escarpment above. We enjoyed a nice afternoon stroll through the compact bourg, over its lovely medieval stone bridge and along the river to the canal lock and back. It didn’t take long. The bourg is quite small. Especially since the abbey was closed for the season. We plan to come back sometime when it’s open to visitors.

L”Abbaye Saint-Magloire

All in all, we passed an enjoyable day of visits and got to know this part of Bretagne a little bit better. We witnessed 2,000 years of history in the span of an afternoon. Not bad for a day’s work!


Lock and Lock Keeper’s House on the Canal North of Léhon